Dazed & Confused
"Perfection is ugly, I want to see
scars, failure, disorder, distortion." ()
"As I grow older, much older, I will experience many things, and I will hit rock bottom again and again. Again and again I will suffer; again and again I will get back on my feet. I will not be defeated. I won’t let my spirit be destroyed."
Anonymous asked: I told my parents I want to pursue fashion. They allowed it. But I am currently suffering for this dream. Do you think it's worth it? I think it is. For something that I love, I do not mind losing sleep or sanity. Though I am currently very weaken in spirits, could you perhaps tell me the reason why you pursue fashion and why it is beautiful to you? I want to come to realize why I should not give up again. I've come a long way and nobody will understand the solitude of being rejected countlessly
If you think it’s worth it, then you shouldn’t be suffering in the first place. I think it’s worth it. If it’s going to make you happy, then nothing else matters. It simply makes me happy, I feel at ease, it’s my own world, it’s the only place where I belong and it feels like I belong and nobody can take this away from me. It’s just an overwhelming happiness that it makes me feel. You don’t need anyone to understand you, it’s you who matters, this is your future not theirs. If you really want it, never give up, ever.
"My solitude doesn’t depend on the presence or absence of people; on the contrary, I hate who steals my solitude without, in exchange, offering me true company."
"You must be ready to burn yourself in your own flame; How could you become new if you haven’t first become ashes?"